My Symphony of Life

無菸往事聽紅塵

Administrator — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 03:55:07 +0000

我極力地捕捉著夢中的一情一景，那縹緲、輕靈卻又如此深刻的一幕啊！擰亮檯燈，索性起來讓自己再次徜徉於夢中。許多時候，我們所做的事情並不會有任何的結果，而到底什麼樣的結果才是我們所要追求的，我仍然無法回答自己。但是，我已知道，當我在努力著的時候，當我的朋友和親人給予我肯定的時候，我的心裡已感覺到了一種溫暖與朦朧的幸福。
我常常的會做夢，做許多許多稀奇古怪的夢，有時候，我會在夢中和渴望已久的朋友相遇，然後在相互的驚喜聲中握手言歡，暢敘舊情，有時候我會在夢中見到無法實現的東西在夢裡突然間就得到了，總會在驚呼聲裡醒了過來，醒來後，總會急著睡回去，希望能再次進入到同一個這樣的美夢中。
常常在想，真正屬於自己的是什麼？生命裡還剩下什麼？想了又想，不知道是找不到語言可以精確的表達還是感觸太深，喉嚨裡澀澀的苦味和余留在內心深處那縷柔軟的溫暖竟讓自己熱淚盈眶。曾幾何時，不知不覺中跌倒了在爬起，陽光已經變成了灰色，如此精雕細琢的城市裡也已經找不到出口，找不到來處。茫然的躑躅在人海裡，突然感覺到自己竟然是這樣前所未有的孤獨和渺小。宛如一粒被人丟棄的種子在塵埃里開出寂寞的花來。
不知道為什麼，有時候自己會沒有來由的感到一種迷茫的恐懼，感覺偌大的世界似乎是一個充滿玄機的人間甬道，面對著所有的方向卻找不到要走方向。只有視野裡清晰的影像告訴我，天空是藍色的，夢是藍色的，自己也是低調藍色的。時常走在人潮擁擠的街道上，卻不知道自己究竟要去哪裡。喜歡在人來人往中東遊西走，讓自己真實的感到也是眾生里一個鮮活的生命，心靈便會增加一點塌實的分量。這份看似微不足道的分量，實際已經是生命前行的支點，知道有太多的東西要去珍惜，知道路還要一步一步往下走，儘管時而徬徨時而沉思。
從春到秋，生命一直在希望和絕望中飄搖，心已蒼白疲倦，前方依然沒有終點。只有生命的缺口在不遠處安靜的流著鮮紅的血液。揮霍盡了真誠和良善之後，終於知道人生是一條蜿蜒的痕跡，崎嶇而坎坷。回首過去，沒有未來可以展望，自己已經不是原來的自己。心如止水的沉鬱代替了屬於人類的熱情和信心。即便能擁盡人間繁華，心靈深處的裂痕依然不會消失，終將成為生命的缺口，永遠不能癒合。只有穿過生命的缺口，在浮躁裡走餘下的人生。回不到過去，找不到未來，注定快樂從此殘缺。倘若能夠再做一次輝煌繁華的輪迴，只希望與快樂相擁。別無它求。
生命，玄機重重，向一條撲朔迷離的甬道，沒有退路，只能一往無前。冥冥之中，生命，是有期限的；幾天，幾年，數十年。裸身入世的時刻，就是期限的開始，多一天不能，少一天不可。年少的激情和青澀，早已在流動的期限裡退色。晚霞落幕的夜晚，打開生命裡的每一個片段，都有藏在內心的遺憾；然而卻依然不悔。因為遺憾，只是親情和溫暖上的一點瑕疵。
在枯燥而落寞的冬季裡，越發的覺得自己太沉了，是那種與沈實沒有任何連帶的沉。麻木之中，有些茫然的思考著關於現在，關於將來，思考著關於自己蒼白陰暗的人生；畏縮在寒冷的冬日里，卻找不到一絲答案。看著漫天飄舞的雪花，好想放開自己在空中做一次沖破黎明的飛翔，讓自己破繭而出，在陽光中獲得重生。然而，終究沒有勇氣脫離長期包裹自己的那層堅硬的殼。面對著一望無際而沒有一絲暇庇的落雪，躊躇之中自己竟然無法舉步前行，不忍破壞這冬日里唯一一種能讓人感覺到的完整。
在紅塵的畫卷裡，許多風景注定要被歷史遺忘，我目送著它們的背影漸行漸遠，寂靜淡然，好像風一吹，就飄走了，而在我心中，它們永遠凝滯成了一片秋葉，固執地在我的記憶裡飄飛。我們的距離那麼長，無數次我對它們無限遼遠地凝望，又是那麼貼近，它們仍然未曾離我遠去，每每記起，我便靜靜地體會和品味，與它們對話，也對自己的心靈悠長又深切地追問。

行者的幸福

Administrator — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 02:32:09 +0000

有一個旅人，肩著簡單的行囊，走在無人居住的荒原上。風很硬，夾雜著苦澀的塵沙。陽光很毒，烤得皮膚吱吱冒油。他的嘴唇已經乾裂，爆皮，但是他的目光依舊堅定執著。
　
荒原終於從他的腳下走了過去。指南之讓他的方向始終如一。
　
他看見了群山，森林，以及歡樂閃亮的小河，還有綠草茵茵，蝴蝶飛舞，百鳥歌唱。真美啊，他大口大口地貪婪呼吸著，陽光似乎也不再毒辣，溫和的如同情人的手掌。眼前的一切讓他激動不已。但是他並沒有得意忘形。因為他發現野獸的足跡，和留在地上的糞便。他清醒地知道，或許正有新的危險，躲在黑暗的角落裡虎視眈眈地凝視著自己。
　
他支起帳篷，燃起柴禾，手裡牢牢握著防身的刀具。這個時候，理想在陽光下舖滿他的胸懷，他充滿了自信。粗糙的手掌，黝黑的皮膚，灼亮的眸子印證著他跋涉的真實。
　
危險的山水，叢林，帶著血腥和毒汁讓他顫栗。他沒有退路。退怯，只有死路一條。拼，或許還有生路可尋。這就是現實，嚴厲，殘酷，需要他迅速作出抉擇。而他，別無選擇。
　
於是，一次次角斗在夜與晝的空氣裡瀰漫來來。他因此傷痕累累。
　
他開始為自己療傷。傷中他枕戈待旦，警惕的神經如弦上的利箭。
　
這一時期，他是艱難的。天公盛怒，雷鳴電閃，暴雨傾盆，又有狂風呼嘯，寒氣逼人。而受傷的他，卻站不起來了。這時的他，走路已是一種奢侈。許多時候他必須爬行，皮膚劃破，血肉模糊，留下一道道殷紅的血跡，蜿蜒在他的身後。
　
終於，他爬上了一個山坡。坡是柔緩的，富有曲線美，上面綠草青青，野花爛漫，空氣格外清晰。重要的是，他看見了冉冉升起的太陽。紅彤彤的，溫暖的光芒沐浴在他身上。他長長吁了一口氣，唇邊的笑容像糖那麼甜。微風徐來，芬芳盈鼻。他的面頰貼著草尖上的露珠，貼著花蕊裡的甜潤。
　
借助一根樹枝，他站起來了。屹立坡頂，極目遠眺。他看見了村莊。看見了馬背上的牧人。看見了雲絮般的羊群。姑娘們浣洗衣服的棒槌聲，樵夫上山的歌唱聲，讓他的眼淚飛流直下。
　
煙火人間，他看到了，他感知到了。這個曾經厭倦的地方，看來竟然是那麼美好。美得動人心魄。
　
他丟掉了手裡的樹枝，朝著村莊走去。向著他的新生活，大踏步走去。

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Learn How to Forget

Administrator — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:45:33 +0000

While living in the world, life accomplied with laugh and happy also failure and worris. Following success just as failing, if is cranky all day in a person’s brain, remember storing the thing without value in the head too, then he or she always feels that has an uncertain future, less than satisfactory that there are many in life. So, it is cleared up in time the thing stored in the head that it is very necessary for us, come under keeping the ones that should keep, abandon the ones that kept. Those bring unfavorable factor of all respects to somebody, really it is unnecessary to pass in several years but still worth aftertasting or taking to heart. In this way, people could live happily a bit freer and easier.

If as everyone knows, in the society, big family, you want to gain others’ respect, you must respect others at first, the advantage remembered more, and learn to forget others’ fault. Secondly, one should learn to forget one’s own achievement, some people are getting proud after doing a little achievement, complacent, this is causing a reason to fail. The achievement only goes over, it could cross over the new realm in life like that to want everything to start from scratch. Meanwhile, one’s one’s own help for others, should regard as an insignificant minor matter, forget. In this way, your way to handle affairs can obtain others’ praise.

We need to review in life, need to summarize the lesson constantly, develop the advantage, overcome the shortcoming. Learn to forget, filter the impurity going on one’s own thought with reason, keep sincere emotion, it will teach you how to cultivate one’s taste. Learn how to forget is also the way to keep the brightest memory in life.

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Wild Valley Lily

Administrator — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 03:06:33 +0000

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In a remote mountain valley, one is up to breaking the precipice of thousands of chi. Wonder anything, broken precipice edge a longer small lily.

When the lily had been just born, grew as the same as the weeds. However, it knows in the heart oneself is not of weeds.

Its is in the heart of hearts, there is an inherent pure thought: "I am a lily, not of weeds. The only method that can prove I am the lily, open the flower beautiful. "

There is this thought, the lily absorbs moisture and sunshine hard, take root deeply, chest very much straight directly.

In the early morning of one spring at last, bore the first bud on the top of the lily.

Very glad in the heart of the lily, but nearby weeds are not considered worth doing very much, they are laughing at lilies privately: "Fellow this one grass obviously, say oneself whether one spend, think oneself whether one spend really just, I do not think what formed on the top of it is the bud, but the head has tumour. "

Public occasion, they ridicule the lily: "You mustn’t dream, even if you will really bloom, in the field of this wilderness, your value is not the same as ours yet. "

There is bee butterfly’s bird’s sparrow flying over too once in a while, they will the lily too be tried to persuade needn’t make great efforts to bloom: " at edge of these disconnected precipice, even if open the most beautiful flower in the world, no one will come to appreciate! "

The lily is said: "I want to bloom, because I know I has flowers beautiful; I want to bloom, is for finishing as the solemn mission of a flower; I want to bloom, is because of the existence liking proving with the flower oneself. Whether people have appreciated, no matter how you see me, I will bloom! "

Under the scorning of the weeds and bee’s butterfly, the energy of release heart hard of the tattle. One day, it bloomed at last, the white and beautiful graceful bearing very much of its intelligence, become and break the color most beautiful on the precipice.

At this time, the weeds and bee’s butterfly will never dare to laugh at it.

Lily one one in full bloom ground, flower pay, have sparkling and crystal-clear drop of water every day, weeds think that dew for last night, lily oneself know that deep joyful tears married drip extremely only.

In spring every year, the tattle blooms hard, form seeds. Its seed falls at the mountain valley, grassland and cliff edge, is full of the pure white tattle everywhere with the wind.

Decades later, as far back as one hundred li of persons outside, come from the city, from the village to appreciate the lily blooms from afar. A lot of children kneel down, hear the fragrance of taking a sniff at the lily; A lot of lovers embrace each other, make " the life-long happiness and perfect harmony " Oath; Countless persons see this beauty that has been never seen, can cry, touch that pure a gentle mao of heart.

There, is called " the valley of the lily "

No matter how others appreciate, the lily all over the mountain remembers the instruction of the first lily sincerely: "We will bloom quietly wholeheartedly, prove one’s own existence with the flower. "

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